Ex,
There is nothing more that I can say to you than good bye. There is so much that I want to tell you but I know it will fall on deaf ears. You can tell me all you want that you “never meant to hurt me” but I find it hard to believe. You wouldn’t have let me uproot my life FOR YOU, if there wasn’t going to be something like this. I thought for sure if we ever came to bumps in the road, that we would have truly gotten through them and moved on. I didn’t think you would have cowarded out on me and just given up. I do truly believe you cheated on me ... you commented on her pic when we were still together and then I saw an updated picture of your penis when we were still together. You also talk to her on MY phone line while we were still together. I don't want to know but I can only imagine what else you did while we were together.
Though I can not make anyone love me, want to be with me, or otherwise … I just wish you would have come out in the beginning and put it all on the table instead of just not saying anything and making it 10 times worse. I convinced myself that we would get back together, because you left that open ended. You could probably give to shits about me now … you are with who you have always wanted to be with and living a very happy life so you probably won’t even read this, but I have to say this in order to heal myself.
- Goodbye to the man I thought I was supposed to marry
- Goodbye to the love of my life
- Goodbye to the piece of me that you took when you broke my heart
- Goodbye to everything I thought you were
- Goodbye to the man I fell in love with – not who you are now
- Goodbye to our friendship I thought we had
- Goodbye to the thoughts I will no longer have of you
- Goodbye to the words I will no longer speak of you
- Goodbye to the tears I will no longer cry for you
These will be my final words to you. I can not have a friendship with you as to I
can not live with knowing what happen to us and act like its nothing. Maybe one day, one day, my heart will let you in again, but right now … its cold, black, and full of hate for you, for your actions, and for your choices.
You were once my white knight, but now you are the grim reaper.
I wish you well with everything … life, work, and love.
This is my final goodbye.
Goodbye,
Bethany
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